DevilsFallFromTheSky

So today I found out something that ripped me apart inside. The guy that I fell so hard for, and who broke my heart into a million pieces, basically told one of my friends that I meant nothing to him. I don't know what I should feel. It's like I'm broken inside. I was hoping that we'd be able to be together again, but after this I know that he wants nothing to do with me. I don't even know why I care so much because he wasn't that good at the whole boyfriend thing. But he made me fall so hard. And now there's nothing. No hope, no happiness, nothing. >.< God, I HATE IT.


.......Kbye.

Comment and I'll .  .  .

1. Tell you what anime/manga or game character you remind me of.

2. Tell you a color you remind me of.

3. Tell you what flavor/smell you remind me of.

4. Tell you what element you remind me of.

5. Ask you a question, and you must answer. You MUST!

6. Tell you something I like about you.

7. Give you a nickname.  Whether you like it or not.

8. Tell you the object that is to the left or right of of me.  

9. Dare you to post this in your journal.

My first journal entry. I'm going to vent.

We had to put down Jenna yesterday. She was going to be 13 on my boyfriend's birthday, February the 21st. In dog years she'd be 85. I miss her a lot because I look out into the yard and I expect to see her but all I see is Autumn, our other dog. I miss her so much...but it was for the best. She couldn't even get up to get any water. I guess I'm just glad that my parents took her while everyone was still sleeping so we wouldn't have to see them take her. I wish I could have said goodbye...

RIP baby girl. I love you.